Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Where the hell have I been?

I've neglected this space for a long while now. Most of what has been going on in my life lately was not very...homesteady and definitely not drunken! I'm pregnant and the truth is, pregnancy sort of bums me out. I guess I get the opposite of post-partem depression. Once the baby arrives I usually snap back to my old self pretty quickly. This pregnancy has been especially challenging. I had a string of medical problems during the first trimester that have completely thrown us off our game as far as home made living goes. Our garden has been neglected. No canning and preserving have been done. I haven't made yogurt or bread in forever! We are in the new place now, and have been for a few weeks. It's amazing out here! I can't stop daydreaming about next years garden, chicks in the spring, and goats! Oh I just can't wait to get goats! But for now I have to accept the fact that I feel pretty lousy most days, and am lucky just to get the dishes and laundry done, and feed my family a healthy meal or two each day. I feel my energy slowly creeping back now that I've passed the first trimester. I just have to say that I'm glad baby will be here before spring so I don't miss the growing season! I hope all of your gardening and homesteading adventures are going well,
and if not, you're in good company. We'll get our groove back soon enough!

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Sober Homesteading.....

It's been a while. I have been backsliding a bit as far as homemade living. I have a good excuse though. Fatigue, and nausea, and bursts of crying/laughing. Yep, that's right, I'm pregnant!

"But wait" a sane person might say, "you guys just bought a farmette that needs fixing up, you want to raise animals and grow food, and make everything from scratch. Are you insane adding another child to this already packed agenda?" Yes, sane person. Yes I am! But I don't view having another child as an added challenge. Sure, I'm not an idiot. I know that having a baby around makes things....different. But what's more important? Having an orderly, organized, picture perfect life and home, or having love and all the craziness that comes along with it? I choose the crazy love. I've never cared much for order anyhow.

So in the cold and hopefully snowy month of February, we will welcome our fourth child into the family, and continue to grow and learn together. I can't think of a better way to brighten the winter months.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

To be a Mama

I was twenty years old when I became a Mama for the first time. I was terrified, overwhelmed, and completely in love. Being a mother has been the most important thing to me in my life. It has changed me in ways I cannot describe. It is an experience I am better for having.

I have the privilege of being Mama to three completely amazing people. They are all unique and each of them has taught me a different lesson in life, and I continue to learn from them every day.

Jasper was born by cesarean section on September 19, 2001 after a twelve hour long labor induction. The first time I saw her I couldn't believe she was mine. She looked so big, and just thinking that only moments before she was all curled up inside my belly was just mind blowing! As a baby she was fun, and feisty, and a quick learner. Now, ten (almost eleven) years later, she is a compassionate, empathetic, shy, brilliant and beautiful child. She is thoughtful, and very nurturing to her younger siblings. I am thankful every day that she came into this world and gave me such an important job.

Dakota was born on April 27, 2004 after a long and intense labor and two hours of pushing. I was thankful to be able to have a natural delivery, but unfortunately due to my prior C-section, I had a partial placenta abruption. She was blue and not breathing when she was born. Every one else in the room (minus the doctors and midwife) was panicking. I was a little afraid, but just remember having an overwhelming feeling of calm and I just somehow knew she would be ok as soon as they got her to cry. After five days in the level two nursery at DePaul, we got to bring her home. She was a gentle baby. She had bright eyes, and an amazing smile, and the chubbiest cheeks you will ever see! She loved her big sister instantly and as soon as she could crawl followed her every where. Eight years later, she is bright and spirited. She has an amazing imagination. She is confident, and out going. She is kind and selfless. She is often the peace keeper between her sister and brother. A beautiful, loving girl.

Nolan was born on May 22, 2007 after a fairly easy and short labor. He was a smiling, laughing, friendly baby. He is a very inquisitive child and often so intuitive that it blows my mind! He is very loving and has a love of learning that I take great pride in nurturing. Almost five years after his birth, he is bright, loving, sometimes challenging, and always hilarious! He loves his sisters so dearly and misses them terribly when they are gone. He loves animals. He loves learning new things. He loves candy, and video games too :)



These three little people are my world. They are why I get out of bed in the morning. They have shown me a love that is truly unconditional. I will never hold another title in my life, no matter what I do, that means as much or holds as much responsibility as Mama.

 Happy Mothers Day to all the amazing Mamas out there who love, and learn, and love!

Saturday, May 12, 2012

I only have two freaking hands and 24 hours in a day!

Barn at the new place
It's been a while since I have shared anything here. I have wanted to, but there has been one tiny problem. I'm completely EXHAUSTED! The irony is, I don't feel like I'm getting much actual work done, but it's more that there is so much to do lately that just thinking about it causes me to pour a glass of wine. It's been pretty exciting getting started on fixing up the new house. The previous owners had not been keeping up with the house, or the land, so there is a lot to do. There's also all the end of the school year stuff, and the spring birthday trifecta (me, Dakota, Nolan). Some days I just feel like anything I could possibly write would be so painfully nonsensical and boring and a complete waste of anyone's time who would bother reading it (thanks for reading mom). But today, I just felt like writing for some reason. Maybe it's that I woke up before everyone else (except the youngest who is currently anesthetized in front of a computer game) and actually had some quiet time with which to collect my thoughts. Maybe I just hope that something witty and hilarious will end up on this screen when I'm done slapping my hands across the keyboard like a bored toddler. Either way, I hope to have some interesting homesteading stories to share soon. Until then, I'll be working hard, or at least thinking about working hard. And I will definitely be drinking! Cheers!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

The magical month of April.


This is a picture of my dog in a birthday hat. Why the hell not, it's my blog!
  Ah April! My birth month, and now (even more significantly) asparagus month. I have been consuming it at least twice daily. I love it so, so much! Roasted, sauteed, raw. The possibilities are endless. It's even pretty!

  This April specifically I am feeling a tremendous amount of gratitude. This birthday week (as I like to call it) I am finding myself a tiny bit overwhelmed by the amazingness (no I did not mean Amazons, thank you, spell check) the next year holds for me and my family, but also gratitude for this year of growth and learning we have just experienced. I feel like I am finally growing into myself, if that makes sense. I am on a path that has been and will continue to bring me immense happiness and fulfillment, and who could ask for a better birthday gift than that....except maybe some more asparagus....AND a nice bottle of bourbon!

                                            Cheers to you all in this beautiful month of April!
Chris and I on my Birthday camping trip last year. (You know you love the matching shirts!)


Monday, March 26, 2012

Muffins and Smoothies: The perfect vessels for fooling kids to eat healthy.

My youngest two kids have always had constipation issues. I'm sure they'll be thrilled that I chose to share this on the internet. We have tried, and been quite happy with using fiber gummies to supplement picky diets, but it never feels quite right to me. I am one for getting to the root of a problem and changing life choices or habits rather than using an easy fix and continuing down a broken path.

I have found that muffins and smoothies are amazing delivery systems for healthy food. You can hide damn near anything in there and kids will be none the wiser. The last few weeks we have been enjoying a recipe for Left-over Oatmeal Muffins, from Soulemama's blog. They are super easy, tasty, and I can boost the fiber by adding lots of dried fruit and ground flax seed. Tomorrow, (since one of the two is currently severely backed up), we will be trying a recipe for Strawberry Flax smoothies (with spinach! Shhhh) that I just made up.....I hope it's actually good.

Any way, without further ado here are the recipes for the muffins and smoothie. The muffins are kid and mom approved. The smoothie is pending approval ;)

Leftover oatmeal muffins:
1 cup cooked oatmeal
1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
1/4 cup ground flax seed
1/4 cup water
1/2 cup milk
2 Tbsp butter
4 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp salt
1 egg
1/2 tsp cinnamon
2 Tbsp sugar, honey or maple syrup
1 cup additions (dried fruit, chocolate chips, etc.)

Mix flax with water. Let stand 5 minutes. Add oatmeal and milk. Mix thoroughly. Add egg and sugar. Add everything else. Mix well. Bake for 20 minutes at 400 degrees.

Strawberry Flax Smoothies:
1 cup plain (homemade) yogurt....sorry, I had to brag about my yogurt.
1/2 cup frozen strawberries
1/2 cup raw spinach
2 Tbsp honey
1/2 a banana (would be good but bananas are not local so ours won't have it)
2Tbsp flax
maybe a little milk or something if it needs it.

Put all that stuff in the blender. Boom! It's a smoothie. You're welcome.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Healthy and cheap ways to clean house

I tried to think of a way to make this post sound more interesting. Cleaning isn't exactly exciting to me, but it is neccessary, and since we have three kids and two dogs, I spend a decent chunk of time each week cleaning up. Most household cleaning supplies are not really eco friendly. They are also mostly toxic, and pollute not only the water system they're dumped into, but also the air in our homes. I don't particularly like the idea of keeping a bunch of toxic chemicals around when I have curious children and less than intelligent animals roaming around. To top it all off, cleaning products are expensive! I can't imagine how much money I have spent on various cleansers to do a variety of different jobs, and their eco-friendly counterparts are almost double and sometimes triple the cost of conventional supplies. For years I have used white vinegar and water to clean most things, and baking soda as an abrasive. We recently switched to Dr. Bronners liquid castille soaps for our dish soap, shampoo, and we also use it for our reusable wipes. I was still spending too much money (in my opinion) on laundry soap and dishwasher detergent. My sister-in-law, and a close friend both make their own laundry detergent using borax, washing soda, and one form or other of grated bar soap. I got the recipe, gave it a try, and have been very happy with the results! It's pretty easy to make, safe for the environment, and saves tons of money! After a bit of research I also found a recipe online also using borax and washing soda with the addition of citric acid and kosher salt to make dishwasher detergent. I used this with some success for a few days, but we have very hard water, and no amount of tinkering with the recipe has helped. I'm back to seventh generation stuff for now, but I hope to one day find a recipe that works! Without further rambling, here are the recipes for laundry soap and dishwasher detergent.
Laundry Soap:
1 cup borax
1 cup washing soda
1/3 bar of Fels Naptha soap, or 1 bar Ivory soap, OR 1/2 bar Dr. Bronners soap (I use lavender scent) grated.
Mix the grated soap, washing soda and borax in a bowl with a spoon for about five minutes, or until it's thoroughly mixed. You could use the food processor too if you like. Use about a tablespoon per load. Easy as pie, and super cheap.

Dishwasher detergent:
1 cup borax
1 cup washing soda
1 cup citric acid (I used Ball Fruit Fresh in the canning section. Some people use a packet of Kool-aid, and some use a product called Lemmi shine)
1/4-1/2 cup kosher salt.
Mix it up. Fill the rinse agent compartment with white vinegar (works as well as Jet Dry).

A New Chapter

Earlier this week we found out that our offer on a farmette was accepted! We are extremely happy to start this new chapter in our lives. Right now the possibilities are endless. I look forward to a summer filled with back breaking but rewarding labor and a lot of learning. Some of our long term plans involve goats, chickens, growing as much of our own veggies as possible, berry bushes, art studios, patios, and even a private vineyard...I'm getting carried away. I do know that this is an amazing opportunity for our family and if it weren't for the love and support of extended family it would be much harder to make this a reality right now. That is also one of the main things I look forward to in this venture. A multi-generational household. What an awesome way to strengthen family bonds and teach children a wonderful sense of community within their own family! We have so much to learn from one another. This year will be busy for sure, but also filled with positive change. With all of the adventure in store, I hope to be able to improve on my blogging and hopefully inspire folks to embrace a more earth and family nurturing lifestyle. It has been nothing but good for my family, and continues to foster emotional and intellectual growth. I look forward to posting pictures of our work in progress, and sharing this beautiful experience with all of you!

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Strawberry Bourbon time....almost.

Today I planted peas. I think sugar snaps are probably one of  my all time favorite things to grow. I remember eating them right out of my parents garden when I was young. They taste like spring time! Any way, I planted the peas, and this weekend or next I will start my potatoes, which I am growing in trash cans this year. So, while I was out there planting, and digging, and cursing my asshole dog for digging a huge hole next to the garden fence so he could eat old eggshells out of the compost, I started thinking about summer, and food....again. And after I thought about how I would trade my dog for just one summertime tomato, I started thinking about strawberry season, and more specifically, the strawberry bourbon I "made" last spring. We picked a ton of strawberries last year. So much that I have just this week used the last of the frozen berries! Any way, that bourbon was amazing, and there was pretty much nothing to it. I just cut up some fresh ripe berries and put them in a quart sized mason jar, which I then filled with Maker's Mark bourbon. I think I managed to let them sit a full twenty-four hours before I had some. I will do this again soon, and it will make me happy. Hopefully, I will be able to sip on my bourbon while eating some super fresh sugar snaps!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Anticipating Asparagus

Our garden from 2010
This year of local eating has been pretty lucky for us. We've met some wonderful farmers who share our goal of preserving the environment, we have read many labels at the grocery store, and learned a whole lot about where our food comes from. We were also lucky that here in Virginia, we have had a mild winter, and have been able to buy many vegetables from a farmer who is just fifteen minutes from us! Pretty amazing. While I'm grateful for the dark green collards, kale, and broccoli, and beautiful cabbages and sweet potatoes of winter, I am so ready for asparagus! I saw it at the grocery store the other day. All bundled up with it's friends in a nice tidy row with water droplets shining on it's sleek and slender green surface. It was beautiful, and I was oh so tempted, but I reminded myself that April is just around the corner, and promptly wiped the drool from the corner of my mouth as I set off to get the milk that I came for. Longing for asparagus reminded me that it is time I started my own vegetable seeds for the season. I ordered them this year from a company called "Vegan Seeds" who advertise their seeds as a sort of post apocalypse repopulating the food source type of deal (weirdos...ahem) anyway, they were cheap, and organic and non-GMO, so I bought them. They came in a nice Mylar bag (for long term storage) and were simply labeled with printed instructions for planting and saving seeds. As long as they actually grow, I'm a happy customer. Any way, tonight, I got out the little seed starting pots, grabbed a bag of potting soil, and fired up the grow lights. So far, I started several varieties of tomato, cucumber, and zucchini. If the rain would just let up for a couple of days, I would put the peas in the ground, and in a couple of weeks, the potatoes! Then the beans, and herbs, and lettuces!

The girls first lemonade stand
I am for the first time in a long time, ready for summer. Normally I'm not a huge fan of mosquitoes, 100 plus degree days, long periods of drought, and high electric bills, but eating seasonally has given summer an appeal that it lacked before. I plan to look at it through rose...or tomato colored glasses this year. I also plan to take more photos since my sweet husband bought me a new camera for Christmas this year. Yes, lots of muddy hands holding earth worms, budding vegetable plants, harvest baskets over flowing with the bounty of the season, and probably some beach and pool photos mixed in as well. And maybe, just maybe, I'll look back on those pictures when it's cold and harsh in the winter, and we aren't so lucky to have lovely dark greens, and beautiful cabbages, and I will once again look forward to summer!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Peaceful Home

My home is many things to me. Obviously it's where I live with my family, and where all my stuff goes. It's also my place of work, which sometimes makes it hard for me to relax here. Think about being at your job day and night. It would be hard to wind down, or stop thinking about work when it's staring you in the face until you pass out in a drunken wine stupor each night. One of my goals going forward this year, is to create a more relaxing vibe in my home...for me. I think if I can just keep chores out of the living room, and kitchen area visible from the living room (yeah right) that should do it. Since taking on some of the day to day tasks of self sufficiency, keeping a neat and tidy house is not my top priority. As long as it's clean, I'll live. But I still want it to feel warm and cozy and have that feeling of family and love. I've been inspired by a few different blogs lately. Mainly "Soule Mama", which is my super fav right now, and just as soon as this sometimes computer illiterate mama here figures out how to post a link, I'll do that. The idea is turn of the century farm house. Very fitting, don't you think? Rustic wood, vintage fabric patterns, and gentle, clean and natural looking paint colors accented by as many old lady afghans as I can get my hands on at the Goodwill! I think having the right aesthetics will make all the difference in my relaxing. That, and plenty of family snuggles and pinot noir.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Sunday, fun day!

About a month ago I started making yogurt. I had read about people making their own yogurt for a while, but was a little bit afraid to try. I was surprised that it was relatively easy. It's definitely cheaper, and keeps that many more plastic containers from ending up in a landfill somewhere. It does require some time, and patience. Since Sunday is usually our day to just hang around the house, it's the perfect day for yogurt making. It's a process with just a couple of steps. You heat the milk up, cool it back down, add the cultures and then six to ten hours of waiting. Obviously perfect for making before bed, and culturing overnight, but I like to hover over my kitchen experiments. As a result of my need to micromanage bacterial growth, I end up spending Sunday in the kitchen. It's actually nice. I get a lot of my more time consuming food preparation done, and I feel a sense of accomplishment when it's done. Sometimes I make various cold salads for the weeks lunches, dinners for the busy nights when the kids have violin and swimming, condiments, and any thing else that would be impractical to make during the week. There's something deeply satisfying to me about providing healthy food for my family, and doing it in a way that saves money. I always just assumed that certain things were just too complicated to make at home, and that's why they are bought at the grocery store. It turns out that most things are pretty easy to make at home if you have some basic cooking skills, and the will to learn, of course. I realize many people don't enjoy cooking, so the thought of spending a day doing that is not appealing, but I love it and it works for our family.
To make yogurt, you need a starter culture. You can use yogurt from the grocery store for this as long as it is plain and has active live cultures. I made my first batch that way. After that you save a little bit of the yogurt you have made to use as a starter for a new batch. Unfortunately this method is not sustainable for more than two or three batches. The cultures weaken and die off, and you have to buy more yogurt. I really wanted something that could be used indefinitely, so I did some research and found a site that sells heirloom cultures. They didn't cost too much, and should last as long as I make a new batch every seven days or so. If I don't need or want yogurt one week, I can just make a small amount to save the culture. Pretty neat stuff. As far as equipment, you can buy expensive yogurt makers or you can use your crock-pot, like I do. There are other methods that I have read about, but the crock-pot seemed easiest to me.
Here is the method I used:
You'll need a crock-pot, regular cooking pot, spoon, and a thermometer (I use an instant read meat thermometer, but I suspect a candy thermometer would work better).
Turn your crock-pot on low to heat it up.
In a pot on the stove, slowly heat the milk to 185 degrees. The amount of milk you use is the amount of yogurt you make, so if you use a half gallon of milk (like I do) that makes a half gallon of yogurt. You need about two teaspoons of starter for each cup of milk. I must admit that I sort of wing it here, and add around a quarter cup of starter for a half gallon of milk.
Once the milk reaches 185, remove it from heat and cool it down to 110 degrees. You can just let it cool slowly, or set the pot in a pan or sink with cold water to cool it quickly.
Once the milk reaches 110 degrees, remove a small amount and mix it with your culture in a bowl.
Pour the remaining milk, and the culture/milk mixture into the crock-pot and stir thoroughly.
Put the lid on the crock-pot. Then turn the crock-pot off, and unplug it. Wrap it in a heavy towel (like a big beach towel), and let it sit for six to ten hours. Usually takes about ten for me. DO NOT check it before six hours. DO NOT stir it! When you check it, you can gently tilt the crock-pot slightly to one side. You should be able to see if it's thickened. It will also smell like yogurt.
Once your yogurt has thickened, put the crock-pot in the fridge for a few hours. This allows the yogurt to set and reach it's proper thickness. Otherwise, it may be thin and runny. After it sets up, you can ladle it into whatever containers you will store it in. I usually strain about half of mine using cheese cloth and a seive in the fridge for a couple of hours. It makes a thicker "Greek style" yogurt.
I know the instructions may seem complicated, but I promise it's really not. It's so worth it if you have yogurt lovers in your family.

Friday, February 24, 2012

No knead bread

When beginning our adventure in self-sufficiency, one of the first things I was determined to do was make my own bread. I love cooking and always have, but baking always scared the crap out of me for some reason. I think it's all of the science involved. You can't just throw things together until it tastes just right; you have to be methodical. My first successful loaf of french bread changed my view on baking entirely! I tried several different recipes, and was spending at least three afternoons a week baking bread for a while. Once the novelty of my new found skill wore off, and the other chores began to pile up, abandoned for my love of fresh bread, the routine tapered off. I still love the process of kneading the dough and forming the loaf, but sometimes (often really) I need something that requires less effort.

Enter: "No Knead Bread."
I stumbled across the recipe online and gave it a try. Man, it's amazing. It's a time investment for sure, but very little effort. What you end up with is a beautiful rustic loaf of fresh bread that is crisp on the outside and chewy in the middle. Perfect to have with soup, or any meal really, or just with butter. Sweet-sweet delicious butter. This is the recipe, so try it. You won't regret it!

 No Knead Bread
1 and 1/2 cups warm water
1 packet of active dry yeast
3 cups bread flour
3/4 tablespoon kosher salt

Add yeast to warm water. Leave for five minutes. Add flour and salt. Mix until everything comes together. Cover and let sit for up to 20 hours. I have made it after 12 and up to 20. The longer it sits, the more flavor it will have. After 20 hours, turn dough out onto floured surface. Fold all the edges toward the center. Place on a floured towel, and put in a bowl to rise for another hour. Preheat oven to 450 degrees for thirty minutes. Put a pot (cast iron enamel is recommended, but I use a regular cast iron dutch oven) in the oven to preheat. The pot should have a lid that is also oven safe. After the bread has risen, and the pot is preheated plop the dough into the pot. Don't worry about how it looks. It's rustic. Put the lid on and bake for 30 minutes. After that, remove the lid and bake for additional 15-20 minutes.

Then, take it out and eat it. I promise you'll be happy!  Seriously.  I'm not drunk. :o)

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Ephemere and Woodford Reserve

Probably my two favorite boozes right now. I love Ephemere. It has a nice apple flavor without the sweetness of a cider. It's light and delicious and I could drink it for breakfast every day if I didn't care about being a functional member of society. I love beer, and trying new things, but when I go anywhere that has this it's just impossible not to order at least one!
I'm just starting to get into whisky, and my favorite so far is bourbon. Now let me be clear, I super love some Jameson Irish whisky, but Woodford (god I hope I'm getting the name right because it's been a long day and I've been drinking) is just super tasty! It's got the sweetness that I look for in bourbon, and it's also smooth and just delightful to sip on with ice, or without. I'm also a big fan of a hot toddy...tottie....whatever, you know what I mean. Whisky, hot water, lemon, and honey! Perfect winter drink, and wonderful for a cold, or a bad mood :) It's the perfect homesteader cough remedy!

* For the record, I did not origionally have the name of the bourbon right. Thank goodness one of my fellow bourbon lovers pointed that out to me.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

The culture of consumption

There's a sickness in this country. It's fueled by our whack system of corporatism. It sucks the life and soul out of people. I used to have it. I'm getting better now. I used to think that if I had nicer stuff I would be happy. That I needed a new cute outfit to go out for a special occasion so I would feel good. A new pair of shoes. A new car. A bigger house. New furniture. Going to nice restaurants, every weekend. Taking the kids to every awesome kid place without worrying how much it costs. Then we could all be happy. Oh, and a big ass tv, we need one of those too. So, for a long time I thought that as soon as my last baby went off to kindergarten, that I would go get a "good" job, and make more money, and we could finally all be happy. I also felt that there was value in what I did, staying at home with the kids when they were little, but not as much value as contributing actual cash flow. I was convinced that making money was more valueable than making a home. I was wrong. Sure, we could maybe spend more money on things, but would that really make any of us happy? What if it doesn't. It didn't for me, or for my family. We have found more joy in our home and our lives in the last year living with less. We have a renewed sense of family that is more than a vacation or two every year, and going out to eat together, or going to a movie on the weekend. We cook together, play games together, read together, learn together. We talk about our thoughts. We eat meals together. We think more. I'm happy. I'm actually proud of myself for once in my life. I wonder how many hours of my life I've wasted trying to be like "everyone else". Hoping that if I had the right clothes, or things that people would value me. I don't buy into the idea that a woman staying home to take care of her family is oppresive. I want to be here. It's my domain. I run this place, and if it weren't for me, it wouldn't run! I have true power here. I have the power to keep my family healthy. I have the power to educate my children. I have the power to build community. I have the power to work to change things that are unjust. I don't need some bullshit chart to put a monetary value on being a homemaker. That's just more bullshit. That's telling everyone else that they should respect it because of it's percieved cash value. It's greater than that, and shouldn't be defined by those terms. I'm glad we are learning to live with less. I'm glad my children will grow up understanding what is truly valuable in this world. I'm confident on this path. It's a cure.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Toilet paper

I promised to elaborate on the whole not using toilet paper thing. For the last ten months, we have gone paperless in our home, and I love it! We gave up paper towels, paper napkins, toilet paper, tissues, and feminine products. Every time I talk to people about this they look shocked. They wonder if I wipe with the hand they just shook. I don't blame them. At first, I was totally into using dish towels instead of paper towels. Cloth napkins instead of paper. Handkerchiefs instead of tissues. But toilet paper?! That just seemed gross. After doing a lot of reading about how much water is polluted in the process of making toilet paper, and how many acres of old growth forest are cut down, not to mention how much money we spend on toilet paper for a family of five, I decided it was worth a try. After all, how do I know something won't work, or that I won't like it if I don't at least try. I cut up some old washcloths and used a couple of old baby wipe containers. I put the clean wipes in one container with a solution of water and a teaspoon or two of Dr. bronners soap. I labeled the other container "used wipes" and sat it on the floor beside the toilet. To my surprise, most everyone liked it. Now this might be TMI, but if that's the case you have come to the wrong blog! The wipes washed up easily, and were much nicer to use than tp. I mean think about it, if you got poop on your hand, would you want to wash it, or just wipe it off with a piece of paper? Um, yeah, I thought so. I like having a clean butt all the time :) I ended up ordering several sets of thin baby washcloths off of Amazon. Probably spent about $30 in all, and we have about sixty wipes. I also bought a couple of squeeze bottle bidet things. That way you can wash with water before you wipe! Even cleaner butts! Since then, we haven't gone back. It's cheap, easy, and better for the planet. I do keep a couple of rolls of recycled tp around for company, but we would never choose to use it again.
    As for the feminine products, I bought reusable organic cotton panty liners, and something called a moon cup (also known as a diva or menstrual cup) from a company called Glad rags. I won't get into all the reasons that shoving a piece of chemical soaked cotton into your vagina for a week every month is probably not a good idea, but tampons are expensive, and eliminating another cost made me really happy. I also really like these products, and think that they are far more comfortable, healthier, cheaper, and better for the planet! Hooray for clean butts and happy vaginas!

Up until now: A history of sorts

I also enjoy drinking.
I guess this being my first official blog I should start by giving a sort of brief history. Last year our family began a journey to a more fulfilling and joyful life. It started out small and like most big ideas, snowballed and continues to do so in the most amazing ways. Initially we set out to pay off some credit card debt, live more frugally, and live a more environmentally friendly life. Along the way we are learning amazing things about ourselves. I'll give a brief rundown of the changes we've made so far.
-No new things! I was spending ridiculous amounts of money at Target every week, pretty much out of boredom. We don't need anything, and if and when we do, buying second hand is fine.
-Being more thoughtful about the resources we use. Water, electricity, fossil fuel. Being aware that these things are limited and treating them as such.
-No more throw aways! This has to be one of my favorites because it was so easy to adapt to. We do not use any throw away paper products. No napkins, paper towels, or toilet paper. No single use items. No excessive packaging. I know, you're probably curious about the toilet paper thing. Most people are. I'll explain a bit later.
-Local food. We buy most of our food from local farms. The only things I buy from the grocery are dry goods that I have yet to learn to produce on my own.
-Self reliance. This year I have learned to make bread. I have learned to make yogurt, ketchup, mustard, mayonaise. I have learned how to can tomatoes, jams and pickles. I have made crackers, granola bars, and anything else that would be traditionally purchased at the store for snacking purposes. We are working on our organic vegetable garden. We harvest our rainwater to water our garden. We are learning to save seeds and learning about food storage.
-We got rid of our TV. This was so hard for me at first. I LOVE tv! We still have a small one in the bedroom for family movie nights, but it is no longer the centerpiece to our family area. That one has made a huge difference. I have read more in this last year than I had in the ten years leading up to it! We play games together and discuss things with each other. It's amazing!

  I'm sure there's more that I'm forgetting, but I don't want this post to be forever long. I just want a starting off point to share what's to come. I think we've come a long way, and have a long way to go, but I feel awake and alive now like I haven't before. I feel a greater sense of purpose.